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[16 May 2004|05:53pm]
This is your last chance to delete this journal from your friends list and add my new journal _killertofu. I will be deleting it on the 19th (Wednesday). If you don't see this because you don't check your friends page, i guess you're shit out of luck. (If you don't check your friends page, why do you have friends? How cruel of you :\)
kung-fu devil

Notice, you all. [05 May 2004|03:58am]
i have a new journal

i just got really sick of this username.

after everything has been straightened out, i'll be deleting this one.
So fix your friends list, if you have not already done so.

kung-fu devil

[02 May 2004|03:42am]
[ mood | content ]

Yea i just fucking got home. Well actually i got home like a half hour ago. But i made a sandwich and checked my email and whatnot. And that brings me to now. I'm fucking tired as hell but i know i won't be able to go to sleep because i'm too wound up and my legs are killing me. So i figured i'd make my inter-web rounds. Tonight was fucked up. Some anus bar pissed on the newpaper rack! Because it wasn't free or some shit. LOL. We couldn't find the number for the cops and Steve wanted to clock out and chase the guy down himself. haha. Yea and then the jackass casino attendent was taking forever so we got out of there late. Goddamnit. But yea i have tomorrow off. Or today, rather. I really hope we can do something with Jerod or something because fucking Cole called me last night at 3 am when i got home and he and jerod were fucking blazed. And i was like, no fair! So he said maybe we could do something on sunday night. hope hope hope.
i'm going to bed to toss and turn.

kung-fu devil

[29 Apr 2004|02:57am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Holy pooshoot, i just got home from work. Holy hell. The night went by fast though, there's plenty of shit to do. And the girl i was working shift with, Amanda, is fucking awsome, we had a blast together. Too bad she's quitting in like 2 days :(

It's the strangest thing, i've been so depressed for months and i was really mopey today because i didn't want to go to work and shit, but you know working again made me feel better. I don't feel so worthless now.

I need to go to sleep though, i have to get up at about 9 and go up and clean my apartment and i have to be back before 5 for work. I'm planning on hauling ass so i can get back and hopefully be able to visit with cole for a little bit. Ugh, that's the annoying thing is i can never see him now. I think he's going to be working days, which blows so hard. Oh well, it'll work out i guess. But anyway then i have to work until 2 tomorrow night too. But i can sleep all day. Still though i have a feeling this is going to mean back to the days of never ever getting enough sleep :\

kung-fu devil

[26 Apr 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Sorry about my little temper tantrum in the last post. But it was justified, believe me.

Today was mine and Cole's 2 year anniversary. We didn't really do anything special. I happened to have some money so we went to Pizza Hut for dinner. How romantic *^^*

Also, i got a job! And it's at night, woo! I'm closer at the Town Pump. We're supposed to wear white shirts to work, so i thought, ok i'll just have to buy some. Yea, easier said than done. You'd be astonished how impossible it is to find plain white coller shirts. I found 1 at kmart. Kmart is worthless in the spring. All of their spring clothes are what you see old ladies wearing while they work in their gardens :P I'm gonna have to go all the way to missoula to get some.
I still need to clean the apartment. I was going to do it tomorrow but i have to go in and fill out paper work for work. I don't know if i'll still feel like it after i'm done. Ugh i need to get it done before saturday.

I got up at 8:30 this morning, i'm so tired. I was happy after my interview but i'm back to feeling shitty again. Meh.

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[23 Apr 2004|11:07pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Well i'm annoyed to say the least. I turned in a job application to Albertson's two weeks ago, for a specific possition that was advertised at the job service. Cole suddenly decided on Wednesday to go down and fill out the computerized generic application. They called him yesterday and wanted an interview. He went to that today, and came home with a job in the deli. He has training tomorrow.

I fucking hate him!!

He always gets everything without even trying and i get nothing! Fucking eh! He has less work experience in general than i do. He says, "well it must be my managing experience." No it's fucking not! That was two months as a shift manager at Taco Bell. 2 months means nothing to no one. When a place is looking for someone with experience, they look for someone with at least a year's experience. 2 months is shit. He's just fucking lucky. He even said she told him they don't really need anyone in any general possitions, she just liked him. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! He was a telemarketer for a week, and he worked at Taco Bell for 2 months. That's his work history. I worked for a landscaping company, at Taco Bell, at a website as a graphic designer, and at Bon-Macy's. I bust my ass for 5 months, applying to everything i qualify for, and what do i get? One fucking interview. ONE! He drops out of college, moves home, and within 3 days, he has a goddamn job. The fucking bastard. I could commit homicide.
Other than that, today i cleaned out the rest of the shit from the apartment. I'm exhausted. At about 7 we went over to Jerod's new house and had a BBQ. That was a pretty good time.
I'm still fucking pissed though.

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[22 Apr 2004|08:03pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Doug was an emo kid. Minus the greasy hair of course. But he always wore brown baggy shorts, a white tshirt and a puke-green sweater vest. That's emo if i ever saw it. And i am of course talking about the Nickalodeon Doug because Disney's Doug was super lame.

That's all i really had to say. Bye!

kung-fu devil

[21 Apr 2004|02:22am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Well we got the cd today, all mixed and ready. It sounds so good! Especially Cats in the Cradle. Soooo much better than live. I'll be getting some tracks up on the site and at purevolume.com as soon as we get the copyrights worked out.
I bought The Last Unicorn!! That movie ruled my childhood. I hadn't seen it in years and then i remembered about it and found it on amazon for 8 bucks. I watched it this morning. Oh the love! I've decided that that video is my one treasured possession. Whenever i'm feeling depressed about the world and i don't feel like being a grown up for a while, i can watch it and it'll make me infinately happier. *gushes on and on*.
No one's commented in 3 posts. That's some kind of record. You guys suck.

stolen from isabellaCollapse )

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[18 Apr 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

i actually had a really long conversation with my dad about politics and it didn't involve any yelling or screaming. cool.
i bought some posterboard today and i'm drawing up posters. heeee. i made one that says "The True 80's Child..." and then lists off all that stuff. you know the stuff. i hung it above my bed. fun times.

little surveyCollapse )

kung-fu devil

[18 Apr 2004|12:45am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Cole and the guys spent the whole day in the studio today and he said Chris was being a buttmunch and being totally counter productive. it took him 2 hours to record his parts alone. haha. chris is twat sometimes.

tomorrow i'm going to missoula with my parents. they're buying a table or something unimportant like that and wanted me to go with them. so i said i would if they took me to the used book store. also i need some generic tshirts so i can use the bleach pen on them. muahaha.

i just started reading this book called The Death of Right and Wrong by Tammy Bruce. It's really good so far. She's a feminist, lesbian, agnostic and in the book she's basically outlining the narcissism of the far Left and their major part in the gradual decay of our culture and our concepts of right and wrong. it's really interesting and a real eye-opener. i'm only on chapter 3 and i can already say that i would deffinately recommend it to anyone interested in our culture/politics. especially my fellow "liberals". she's also written another book called The New Thought Police (on a related note: she uses a lot of Orwellian references when describing our society. it's disturbing really). i think i'm going to try and track that one down tomorrow.

my throat is really sore from all the throat clearing i've been doing but that's a sign i'm getting better. lots of echinacea tea for me <3

kung-fu devil

[15 Apr 2004|09:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i've started a new community. It's sort of an RPG community, but different. you know? it's basically for people with soulbonds who would like to set up chats on AIM (or a better place if you can find one). I used to do a lot of chatting on ICQ with 3 or 4 friends of mine about 5 years ago and our soulbonds all got involved and it was a blast. i've wanted to start doing that again but i cannot for the life of me contact any of those people. they've dropped off the face of the internet :\ so anyway, if you're into soulbonding and think that sounds like fun, check it out.

9 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[14 Apr 2004|04:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I keep having these dreams where i'm back in high school, and it's getting close to graduation and i've only gone to two of my classes all year. I can't remember what the ones were that i skipped, no matter how hard i try. And i won't graduate unless i remember what those classes were so i can go to them and take some passing test. I have one of these dreams almost every night. It's really weirding me out. I figure it either has something to do with Cole's problem with his classes, or the fact that i'm worried right now that i'm never going to do anything great with my life. Ugh.
Last night i didn't have that dream though. I had a dream about a sitcom that had a single dad played by Ray Liota with 2 daughters and 3 completely insane sons. And Davey and Jade were on it too, but i don't know what part they played. Neighbors maybe. That sounds like a hit to me! Quick, call up the Fox Network!

kung-fu devil

[14 Apr 2004|01:26am]
[ mood | sick ]

stolen from maryannCollapse )

I'm sick. Cole got me sick. Bastard. my throat hurts, my head hurts, and i'm too warm. i should have known. i can always tell when i'm about to get sick. there's this weird cucumber-ish smell like stuck in my nose when i'm sick. i know it sounds really bizarre but its true. i was smelling that yesterday. i took two echenacae(sp?) pills, a monoloren and i've been sucking down orange juice. i do not need to get sick. i shouldn't be sick. it's fucking april.
Cole and i talked on the phone for almost an hour and a half. Mostly he just bitched endlessly about his problem with his classes and his dad. That's all he seems to talk about now. Every time he does, i get the feeling he's about to cry. the poor thing. i bitched too, about the the fucking government. he joined in on the bitching after a while because you usually can't shut him up about how much he hates republicans.
speaking of which: ProtectLiveMusic.org

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[12 Apr 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Fuck this game.

...i kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom...Collapse )

I'm sick of this shit.
I want to run to the ends of the earth and hold hands until it's over.

...home is nowhere.

[11 Apr 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

The show was totally lame. Not a big surprise. I've always hated Westview, it's always so 80's-gay-disco. I haven't been to a show there since at least 8 months ago. I felt like i was too old to be there. And all the strange break dancing kids where there. And there were these two gothed out fat chicks in tight clothes that were really getting to me. The show started at about 9 but we all got there at about 7 to start setting up. I helped all i could and then i was just standing around. The stupid KF kids were "decorating". Raise your hand if you've been to a punk show that had a disco ball and gay-ass streamers hanging from the ceiling. *raises hand* Finally i couldn't take it anymore, i went outside and had a smoke with Jerod and Greg and Greg had some Schnapps in his car and he let me have some. That was awsome. The sign when you walk in the door is kind of a downer: "DRUG FREE, ALCOHOL FREE, TOBACCO FREE ACTIVITY." Yea, awsome. I'm not much of a drunk but i do like my cigarettes. I was only there at all because Cole wanted me to be there. I left and came back in the middle of the Funky Bastards' set. I'd never heard them before, they are totally rad. Jorge is an awsome bassist and it's fun to watch him play. He like jives around and stuff.
But yea, shows are no fun anymore. There's all these wiggers and jocks invading the scene. It's annoying. Killing the Hare's set was good, except they were having all kinds of technical problems. Chris's bass wouldn't stay plugged in, the amp kept cutting out, none of them could hear what anyone else was doing. At one point Chris was leaping all over the place and he stepped on Cole's cord and unplugged him. And it was funny, during Die for Your Government, which luckily was the last song, Chris decided to get up on the drum riser and act like a spaz and he knocked over the drum set and Jerod poked him in the eye with his stick. It was great. Chris either needs to calm down or get a cordless system. He has Hunter-esque moves, it's ridiculous. He unplugs his bass at least once at each show.
At the last minute Just LoFi was added to the ticket. Which sucks because, well, they suck. I mean, they're all good guys and stuff, and the one kid is an awsome guitarist (but i guess i would be too if my daddy had bought me a vintage Les Paul custom when was 7 years old). But they play this awful pop punk. Eric sounds like the guy from Simple Plan, only off key. It's not good times. But that's why they went last, they had to follow KtH's metal set. haha. By that time, almost everyone had gone except for all the junior high headbangers. For some reason they had one of their little groupie bitches standing in the crowd banging on a cow bell. It was fucked up.
So that was dumb, but it was something to do i guess.
Also last night before i went back to the show i did some weird dye job to my hair. Now i have pink roots.

Have a look.Collapse )

It's kind of hard to tell. Sorry for the crappiness of my cam. Maybe i can get some better pictures when it's daylight.
But anyway, so by the time we got out of that awful place last night, everyone else had gone and Cole had nowhere to crash. So i snuck him into the basement and snuck him out again today. That was exciting. We went to a barbaque at his dad's house today. That was alright. I never like socializing with his parents and their weird friends but there was a lot of smoked meat and brownies. So meh.
And this has got the be the longest post i've ever made. So i'll go now. *runs*

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[09 Apr 2004|02:41am]
[ mood | giggly ]

I got bored and made some icons.

AFI of course. 1 exploding dog.Collapse )

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[08 Apr 2004|08:06pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I gotta drive up to missoula again tomorrow to pick up cole because he has no gas. Ha. i dont actually care, i like driving for long periods of time. my dad would bitch and moan though because "its wear and tear on the car". pft. i just wont tell him. haha.
like my new icon? it was made by the hella rad _jaderade_ <333
i'm dying of boredom. somebody help me.
check out raining-frogs.com. it's thebestever. especially the chatland stuff.

kung-fu devil

[07 Apr 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Some people have serious problems.
For some reason you have the need to play this stupid little game. But stop fucking dragging me into it. When all this started you told me to stay out of it and mind my own business. And now i'd be more than happy to comply. But you go out of your way to make it about me. Well fucking knock it off. It's a fucking pixel measurement. Get over it. I have my own perfectly happy life and i don't have time for your stupid schitzophrenic bullshit. If you have this weird need to emotionally abuse someone who really loves you, fine. There's obviously nothing i can do about that, as much as i'd like to help her. Just fucking leave me out of it from now on. One day we had a perfectly civil and pleasant conversation and then the next day you blow up and pretend to hate me again. And i know you're only doing it to upset her, because for some fucked up reason she's not allowed to have friends but you are. Well congratulations, you're making her life a living hell. If it were me, i wouldn't put up with that shit. You'd be out the door the minute it started. But she and i are different and she really does love you. And she can't help it. And i wish i could make you stop hurting her, but i can't. So just leave me the fuck out of it.

[05 Apr 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

yea i decided i really didn't like those old colors. and in case you couldn't tell, i like pink. but now the icon doesn't match the layout and that drives me crazy! heh. i'm weird.
cole called this afternoon and woke me up. he said he didn't sleep very well. awww. This is harder on him than it is on me. i think because i'm down here in the valley where our friends are, and my parents are here (not much of a comfort, but still) and he's up there all by himself. kinda like the way i felt when he was gone over winter break. but it's only a month and a half left. i wonder if he'll make it that long or if he'll snap and drop all his classes. heh. poor thing.
i'm bored. i think maybe i'll do some cam whoring.

2 ninjas × kung-fu devil

[04 Apr 2004|07:56pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i don't know if i like these colors or not. i do like my new icon though. hehe. i plan on making more hellboy icons when i'm not lazy.

why is every idiot on the planet obsessed with spelling?
because they're not smart enough to come up with a better insult.

cole went back to missoula today. i almost cried. which is stupid because i'm going up there on wednesday when my car is done. he called me an hour ago saying he was already lonely. awww. lol.
we went and saw Hellboy today (as evidenced by my icon. hehe). totally fucking awsome. i'm buying the dvd.

oh and i moved my site.

kung-fu devil

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